Solids vs. Liquids

How can i convey
My true intent

When daily

I am out witted by your beguiling liquid
Diet

Bitter taste
Sublime
Malignant
Subversive

Day in
Day out
Sunset
Moonlight
Sunrise
Afternoon delight

Love in spite
Of love
Become
Destain

Careful
Movement
Forward
Freeing

Breathing
Without
Inhaling
Will
Encapsulate
You
Drown
You

Leaving me to question
My true existence
My true intent

daily
Ever
Sublime
Benign

Day in
Day out

Life

Advertisements

The Lost, The Found

 

Can’t sleep
Gotten in too deep
Can’t stop
music got me flying
Won’t stop
Its bigger than the both of us
Middle of four
And I just can’t sleep
Gotten in too deep
Your love has me flying
Middle of the floor
Up against the wall
Heading for the fall
Just can’t sleep
Can’t sleep
Gotten in too deep
Can’t stop
music got me flying
Won’t stop
Its bigger than the both of us
Middle of four
And I just can’t sleep
Gotten in too deep
Your love has me flying

[finnperkins 18.10.16]  [rob Thomas remix trust Mack Jett set vega]

intrinsic matter (work in progress )

“You, don’t matter”

There are many phrases that can be presented to you daily; there is only one phrase that will hit you, as if a mountain fell upon you

Many days can go by without consequences
Many interactions have been put to science, but none have a finite view.

There are times when you take the two definition and conscience,  put them together and come up with something that is called a relationship

This is not the case

This is a summary of something that was greater than the number of two

but somehow it came down only to the number one

If only the phrase didn’t exist
if only the phrase never came to light
the idea that someone with a single thought, gave it life…

The ideas something did not matter

the idea that someone did not matter

I  could not wrap my head around

The void of someone

So here I sit wondering why
So here I sit wondering how

Wondering how this happen
the idea of a that phase,  having life.

astounding
so immense
so big
so intense
That the phase could take over
and become of
That of which I it could not define

The segment of time
That if left alone could have become more than just a speck of time

A spark delightful remedies

someone who normally would go through
Their entirety everything not only mattered
But would actually feel affected, motivated and changed

Oh just a phrase in time to move that it would be put to a rhyme…

Just another date on the calendar

I guess I’m not good at overlooking the flaws of my parents. I spent my entire existence with two parent who were in denial of not only their flaws in their relationship, but also their inability to connect with their children.

Thankfully (even with Aspergers), I consider myself be self-sufficient , have a good self-esteem and most if all compassion.

When the special holiday(s), come around, I can not bring myself to celebrate such days.
I am who I am based on my choices and endeavors. I am only thankful for the paid air fair that got me across the pacific. I learned a lot from them by doing the exact opposite.

I know a lot of my peers feel similar, but are never able to break away from that sick obligation that we as children should honor thy father and mother. This may read harsh, yet it’s as true as I am standing on the beginning of this bright sunny day.

It’s compassion that keeps me here day in and day out to deal with their inability to face and deal with their aging.

I do not have happy stories of either parent. I wish I did. I grew up watching the Walton’s, Apples way, Eights enough etc., and that how I learned about what I wanted in my life. The kind of people to keep and the ones I have no clear reason to keep.

I had to vent now because the sentimental Father’s Day crap is going to be plastered everywhere. Expect on this page.

Grace/Peace Finn

Hug and a prayer. Building my life one friend at a time

It’s larger than you can imagine. The space a friendship can occupy. It spans beyond time, borders and logic. It’s a love affair of the soul. A Paradigm, a level that you can only reach through unmatched certainty, trust , few have known. My Friendships do define me. friends

The toll

The drive
The bridge
The sunset
The toll
I come to
The Concrete cities
People covered sidewalks
Waiting for your plane
I Set aside anticipation

Heartache started the day you were born
Emptiness began with your first step
Blessing surround me at your first breath,
like the blanket
Tail lights fade into another Lonely day
Oh my lovely
Why must you go away

Standing before me
Baggage signs flashing
Taxis at the curb
I don’t ask how long
Set aside the pain
Just glad hold you
Hoping you really know me

Cause
I’ve been
Carrying this
Heartache,
it started the day you were born
Emptiness began with your first step
Blessing surround me like the blanket
Tail lights fade into another Lonely day
Oh my lovely
Why must you go away

The drive
The bridge
The sunset
The toll
I’ll come to
the concrete city
People covered sidewalks
Waiting for your plane
I Set aside anticipation…

Just above the Fray

Nothing you can offer
Could change my heart
Something just above the Fray
Could ever settle the score

You can reason with your conscience
In the end
Reality wins

Don’t give in to the doubt
It’s just at the edge
Of what you thought
Was the beginning

You know and I know
That it’s a done deal

So don’t ask
Me to let go
Cause you know
It’s all show

You know and I know
That you gotta go with the flow

So take back anything you can’t stand behind
And let go of the falsehoods

You’ll get you beyond this,
and you’ll see you could do it on your own

I’m just the guide
Enjoying the ride
But you my love
Well it’s all about your life

And whether or not you know this by now, you’ll know by the time the last note is played

Don’t give in to the doubt
It’s just at the edge
Of what you thought
Was the beginning

Previous Older Entries

%d bloggers like this: