Obstacles

There are days
when I can see clear, far and everything fits in side this simple bag. When I question why the items on my list are not conforming to the items that you say equals bliss.

I realize how much I am everything but nothing that will save you from yourself, given everything you think you deserve.

I will leave you with the thought of what you think is enough to get you by, only to find out I’m the everything that your looking for.

Too bad you closed that door.

Sunday

Suspended by the inability to be the one u want to be when the day goes by so quickly that the movement of motion doesn’t even make a ripple in the sea of banality.

Known reality that you can’t see beyond the statements made up of letters forming a label that confines you to a future you never would’ve chosen had you not chosen anything but me.

Who am I to say to you the choices you make now will change the dynamics of everything you thought you would be verses who you have become.

Windshield

tail lights
traffic lights
moonlight

mid-night
nothing but anything
yet everything 
down to one thing
resemble one thing
that is anything 
but you

so why is it 
that everything
I see
is nothing
not even apart of me
yet when I move
or turn. try
to get beyond the norm
I feel
odd
in-trance
that holds me
to my beliefs

that
nowhere nohow
would
I ever get to now
without
the
where
when
or
how
of
who you are
and why your
are 
more to me
than
my common
senses will
allow
tell
me now
tell me true

that
everything
I know
is more
than
everything
and it’s not just
about you
because who you
are to me
doesn’t
make up
who I am
as I am me
always will be me
with or with out you
I will be me 

July 17, 2011

I have been many places, 
I’ve met many,
I’ve had many and lost just as many
Looking beyond the days I’ve lost to losing 
and the mornings I wake wishing to find
anything and everything, 
wishing for nothing less than 
the feeling of knowing
that I knew you
and that’s everything to me
 
 
 

one day, never came

one day never came
 
it seems anything that resemble you take my breathe away,
one day I’ll be out of breathe and out of time,
one day I’ll be looking for you looking for me.
Maybe someday one day will enough the bring you here
same place same time 
 
 
any trace of you
brings me closer to a place
place I should have been all along
wondering why I left
why I chose to flee
wishing I was anyone but me
 
 
one day I’ll be out of breathe and out of time,
one day I’ll be looking for you looking for me.
Maybe someday one day will enough to bring you here
same place same time 
 
 
cut my losses,
move on down the line
do I hold you close or let you go
one day i’d know
the letting go
was my highest low
 
 
one day I’ll be out of breathe and out of time,
one day I’ll be looking for you looking for me.
Maybe someday one day will enough the bring you here
same place same time 

…words are the only thing we have that separates us, even when we are standing in the same room.”

I love this song. the video is a bit corny,

“… words are the only thing we have that separates us, even when we are standing in the same room.” [fp 12.07.2010]

Bartleby’s Note

Hi everyone Bartleby here, Im having a blast hanging with Jackson

Hello,
I am Mr. Bartleby “Emrick” Perkins Esq.,

I do need tending to 24/7, I am high maintenance, with low self-control.
I enjoy loud crashing noises, Cable wires and the off switch on power-strips. I eat everything including but not limited to cayenne pepper, popcorn, fast food onion rings and a dab or two of salsa dip.

I would make you happy once you have kitten proofed your home, by removing all it contents. I take pride in owning my short-comings, and my talents.   Please at least feed me before you toss me to the next foster home, as kitty purgatory does not have vending machines, nor do I have thumbs.  And last but not least, my previous owner has inclosed a list of property insurance companies as she think they maybe of use., along with funds to cover the first month’s premium to assist in a smooth transition. If you choose not to use the funds for intended purposes, please feel free to apply it to your next therapy session…

yours truly,
Mr. Bartleby “Emrick” Perkins

Rêver sous le même ciel

Thousand miles from the nearest familar smile. Too many hours away from where I’ve left too many times. Midnight before I’m back to my life. Guess I’m thinking of a quiet kind, if truth be told, for them I would unfold

. . . [fp11.09.2010]

can you be the last one to be the first, to awake with-out hate, is it fate.

when a person tosses your       saxophone down a flight of stairs and the walls feel taller than the depths of niagara falls… one might know they are not the first, but one day they maybe the last.-finn perkins

Courage is fire, and bullying is smoke. -Benjamin Disraeli

Booyah Jackson on Pansy Ave 2007

Jackson on Pansy Ave 2007
Jackson on Pansy Ave 2007

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